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Saturday 14 August 2010

Quiet Day

Haven't done anything much today. Watched a bit of Athletics on the television, but that is about it. I am quite tired. Still feel a lot more clogged up than I would like, given that I have an audition tomorrow. Will go and do a steam inhalation in a minute. I feel really tired today and I am not sure why, as I slept ok I think. It was late when I got to sleep, as usual, but I think I got 8 or 9 hours, so I shouldn't be this tired. My weight was pretty much the same today as it was yesterday, which is pretty shit. I feel like such a failure for not being able to lose weight. And I can't decide what to wear for my audition tomorrow. If it was nice weather it wouldn't be too bad, but it doesn't look like it is going to be very nice, and I never know what to wear in not very nice summer weather, and even more so at the moment when I have so few clothes to choose from. I really need to decide today, because if I leave it until tomorrow then I will spend at least an hour trying on different things, and getting more and more stressed, and probably make myself late, and it will all be a bit of a disaster, so I need to get organised tonight. I hate deciding what to wear. Particularly if it is something important. And not only will the audition panel see me tomorrow, but all of the auditions are being filmed to send off for someone else to see. I know that how I sing matters more than what I wear, but I will stress more about what to wear! I would be utterly amazed if I got cast anyway, so I am primarily going for the experience. But what to wear?! It is so much easier in the winter when you can wear tights and boots, or even tights and heels. Tights improve legs dramatically I find! But in the summer I have no idea what to wear, particularly when it isn't warm. Which let's face it, is most of the time in this country. Suggestions on a postcard...

3 comments:

  1. I'm the same way! If I have something important/special to do I have to plan out what I'm going to wear the night before because I will just work myself up into a frenzy on the morning of the event. I hope you're able to find something to your satisfaction. And good luck!

    Wishing you well,
    NOS

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  2. Good luck for the audition - I hope it goes well.

    I fail on the clothes front since I just wear baggy tops and jeans - I seldom differ in my wardrobe for any reason. Sometimes think I'd be happy being a character in a cartoon - The Simpson's for instance.

    Anyway I hope you find something nice to wear.

    Take care,
    Differently

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  3. I'm terrible at deciding what to wear too... I end up trying a few different outfits on before deciding on one.
    Good luck for the audition :)

    Take care,
    Cassie x

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