I am feeling a bit better today. Still not great, but better than yesterday or Saturday. Less painkillers required. So that's good. Not sure if I am going to be up to dance in the morning or not - I would like to, because I feel like I should, as I do absolutely nothing else exercise wise, but I will see how I feel in the morning. The other part of me thinks it is a good excuse not to go, as if I don't dance I don't need to eat breakfast or lunch, and so have more chance of losing weight. Stupid brain. Had gained back half a pound today. I feel like a frigging yoyo. I suppose as long as the overall weight trend is down I will have to accept it, but it is so horrible getting on the scales and seeing the numbers go up.
I have a rehearsal tomorrow evening for the show I am doing in October, which is a dance rehearsal, but it is just learning the dance, so I can just mark it if I am not feeling well. Or if I am feeling lazy. Don't need to dance it full out. T is coming over in a little while. He is bringing films, but I don't know what. I shall update on that later!
Will I make it through?
6 days ago