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Wednesday 25 August 2010

Cornwall Day 6

I gained more weight again today. Total weight gained since I came away is now nearly 4lbs. My freak out is naturally now at pretty epic proportions. I don’t know what to say about it – thinking about it is too upsetting.

Shitty weather today – it just rained nonstop all day, so I didn’t really do much – sat about reading, and then this afternoon my mum and I went off to another village nearby for a couple of hours and looked around the shops, but that was about it. Forecast is pretty crap for tomorrow too – grey or drizzly all day. Friday is meant to be dry, but I will be on my way home then. Typically the forecast for the weekend is pretty good. Feel a bit crap today. Think it is mostly the weight stuff getting me down, and then not being able to talk to anyone.

5 comments:

  1. Aaaah, Bippidee. Although you're on holiday and away from real lifey people, I'm still here and listening to you about your weight concerns. *big hugs* LittleFeet =)

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  2. Thank you, I appreciate it. I feel quite isolated - I really want to talk to L but I can't because I don't even have any bloody phone reception. I hope that you are doing ok - it sounds like things have been tough for you. x

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  3. I'm sorry your vacation doesn't seem to be going as well as you would like. That must be disappointing. Stay safe and strong-- I know you can make it through.

    Wishing you well,
    NOS

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  4. I hope the last day improves. It is tough to maintain your weight when you don't have your regular routine. I am sure you'll get back into shape when you get back and start all the rehearsals.
    (Remember you've got something to look forward to!)
    xx kris

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  5. Feel better. I'm sorry to hear that things aren't going so well. Look forward to better weather to come! When it does, it's all the more enjoyable. Personally, I didn't think it would stop raining on this end, and when it did, boy was I glad to see the sun again! :)

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