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Wednesday, 1 September 2010
One of those days
I am having one of those days. I don't know what to do with myself. I have only been awake an hour and a half and I wish it was time to go back to sleep already. I am fed up. I can't be bothered to do anything or concentrate on anything. I think not seeing L yesterday when I was expecting to hasn't helped, and not knowing when I will be seeing her next is frustrating. I definitely feel like my mood is deteriorating. And I don't know how to stop it. And there are too many bloody hours left in this day to fill, and I don't know how.
I am a 24 year old female, currently embroiled in the Mental Health minefield. My diagnonsense is Borderline Personality Disorder, and I also have problems with Depression, Anxiety and disordered eating. Bippidee is my nickname for BPD, as stolen from the fantastic mentalnurse.
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