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Sunday, 5 September 2010
I am struggling. I feel completely lifeless today. I haven't even had the energy to write here. I have spent the whole day in bed - mostly watching crap on youtube I think, although I have lost some time, so there was probably some staring into space going on. I am currently sitting here comfort eating, which isn't actually remotely comforting as I am aware of all the calories, and how it will make me feel when I weigh myself tomorrow, but I feel too shit to care.
I am a 24 year old female, currently embroiled in the Mental Health minefield. My diagnonsense is Borderline Personality Disorder, and I also have problems with Depression, Anxiety and disordered eating. Bippidee is my nickname for BPD, as stolen from the fantastic mentalnurse.
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