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Monday 17 May 2010

Weight and Shopping

I am in a good mood. My weight was down 2lbs today :D That is exciting. I don't give a shit if it is water weight gone or something, the number is down and that is all that matters. I have bought 2 bags to celebrate. I seem to be in a bit of a spending phase at the moment. I am usually very tight with money, and I have just spent £60 on bags and bought 3 CDs and a DVD. And a book. I like buying things. I want to buy more but I can't buy clothes until I lose weight and I am running out of other ideas. That is of course the advantage of bags. You don't have to try them on or worry about them not fitting. Which is excellent. I want my weight to go down again tomorrow. I am in a determined mood. Excellent. Although I do have ballet tonight, which means I will eat more because dancing makes me hungry. So that is a bit of a problem. I will have to eat something before I go because I haven't eaten yet today and I might pass out or something if I try to dance without eating first. But then I will have to eat when I get home. So that means eating twice. So my weight probably won't go down tomorrow, which will be very disappointing. As long as it doesn't go up it will be ok. Yes. Then down the next day. I like losing weight. It makes things feel better.

2 comments:

  1. I'm glad to hear you're feeling better. Ah, I like buying things too, though like you I'm usually quite thrifty when it comes to money.
    I can so understand being unhappy about your weight and feeling a sense of accomplishment when you do lose weight. Please be careful with your eating though, there is always that danger of restricting too much to a point where it is unhealthy and dangerous.
    Take care,
    Cassie x

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  2. Listen to yourself overanalyzing how you are going to approach eating today! Quiet your mind and tune into your body; it might say it's not hungry when you get done exercising. That sometimes happens.
    Wonderful to hear that you are in a good mood! Really, it made me smile.
    xx kris

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