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Friday 23 April 2010

Cancelled

Have just had a message from L saying she won't be able to make it as she has been called out on an emergency. Hate myself for being so needy that it made me cry.

3 comments:

  1. Oh hun, you know I totally understand how you feel at the moment with the situation with my social worker, I know it's different but the way it's making me feel with her disappearing acts leaves me feeling really needy as well :(

    I don't know if this makes sense or if I'm just going to embarrass myself here; but whilst I know my SW has many other people she sees, sometimes I guess I like to believe I'm the only one. Or to be more specific, when I am in crisis and distress, and I am told she has to go to an emergency, sometimes I come close to tears wanting to scream "I am in crisis, am I not an emergency??"

    I hope when you see your GP later you might get the chance to have a chat with them so you feel like you have had a bit of support today. Sending you hugs xx

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  2. Let me see. There are two BIPPIDEEs on the 'madosphere', aren't there?

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  3. Thanks honey. I think you definitely hit on something with me feeling in crisis myself, and therefore it being harder hearing she has had to go to an emergency.

    rielouise - I believe there is another Bippidee, which I didn't know when I started this blog. I only know now because I wanted to move over to Wordpress, but the name was already taken there, and on Twitter.

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