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Tuesday, 12 January 2010

Crap

I feel really bad and I don't know what to do with myself. I want to just sleep to make the day go, but then I won't be able to sleep tonight. I just tried to call L to talk to her but they said she has had to go home as she is not well, so now I don't know what to do. I fucking hate this.
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  1. Anonymous12 January 2010 at 18:57

    Can you get hold of some sleepers? I used to take them all the time which wasn't any good but maybe you need to shut down for a few days and sleep. Given that you're physically ill too, sleeping can't be too much of a bad thing. Whiskey in your tea apparently helps with the physical ills aswell.

    Hang in ther Bippidee. Hopefully L will be back tomorrow so you can talk to her.

    Take care xx

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  2. Bippidee12 January 2010 at 19:38

    Thanks honey. I took sleepers non stop for about 4 years until recently when I was taken off them, and so they are rather reluctant to prescribe them to me now. To be honest they don't actually do anything for me anyway - I mostly had Zopiclone but I think I have built up a pretty strong immunity to that, and Zolpidem makes me hear voices, and Temazepam just does nothing. I do still have a hidden stash of Zopiclone, but I don't think it would do much good really. I have been taking Diazepam at night to try and help me relax and slow down a bit, but it doesn't seem to be helping much. Thanks for the thought though. xxx

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  3. Anonymous12 January 2010 at 23:09

    *hugs* hun. I hope you can get some rest by whatever means. xxx

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