Still ill

I am not feeling well again today. I don't actually seem to have too much of a cold, but my left ear hurts and feels like it has water in it - everything sounds a bit muffled, and my head just feels fuzzy and I am a bit dizzy. I am also very tired, and my back still isn't better. I am taking lots of painkillers, so it is kind of crap that my ear and back still hurt. I have ballet tonight. I am really not in the mood for it - I feel pretty rough so staying in bed seems like a much better idea, particularly given that this will be the last night I won't have to be out for the next week and a half, but it is over 2 weeks until I have been to ballet, and my back isn't so bad that I can't go, so I feel like I should.

I wanted to go to the Doctor today to see if my ear was infected, or if it was just hurting so much because of congestion, and it seems to just be congestion, so there isn't much I can do about that really. Yet another thing wrong that I can't do anything about - great! I didn't actually see a doctor - it was a nurse who can prescribe. Not entirely sure what the difference is now that nurses can prescribe actually. Obviously the training, but I am not sure what the difference is in what they can do.

I just feel really crap. It seems like everything that can be wrong at the moment has gone wrong. Bad ear, bad back, cold, sore throat, fuzzy head. Plus hating my weight, feeling shit, etc etc. I just feel really terrible.