tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2445354648404556157.post8107694264732267890..comments2023-10-02T11:11:57.034+01:00Comments on Bippidee: Another whole week...Bippideehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10499124986641789890noreply@blogger.comBlogger4125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2445354648404556157.post-43083271281288938282010-10-13T18:26:26.228+01:002010-10-13T18:26:26.228+01:00I can really relate to that last paragraph-- havin...I can really relate to that last paragraph-- having to pretend to be fine all the time except when I'm with D. It's good that you feel comfortable enough with L to let her truly see you.<br /><br />I hope things improve.<br /><br />Wishing you well,<br />NOSAnonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2445354648404556157.post-81433058558344480372010-10-13T11:56:58.640+01:002010-10-13T11:56:58.640+01:00*hugs* I'm sorry that things are so hard for y...*hugs* I'm sorry that things are so hard for you. You are doing well to be able to go to carousel.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2445354648404556157.post-70372445326344597622010-10-13T08:34:17.382+01:002010-10-13T08:34:17.382+01:00I know it's really hard. I've had this hap...I know it's really hard. I've had this happen to me before too and it sucks. I guess that's why I now decided that I will always keep my private psychiatrist because he just doesn't do that. He has only occasionally been sick or had sick kids, so it's really good to know my appointment would be there. I would feel exactly the same if he cancelled on me though. I so understand those feelings. I hope you're feeling a little better now at least and that the week goes quick so you can see her again.<br />*hugs*<br />SarahSairshttps://www.blogger.com/profile/09110575221596955775noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2445354648404556157.post-27399858794332156422010-10-13T04:44:08.244+01:002010-10-13T04:44:08.244+01:00I know how you feel. I am reacting and behaving in...I know how you feel. I am reacting and behaving in ways I truly dislike at the moment,due to feeling rejected, not good enough, a bother, a waste of space, etc.<br />Our minds really put us through a lot of unnecessary hell don't they!?<br />Do you mind me asking/commenting that you must really be brilliant at "faking" being ok, ie.putting on your mask of coping, to be able to actually go to rehearsals/do the Carousel show, without people knowing how not ok you really are!!<br />I am amazed and I guess that even though its probably not a good thing,to hide the real you so much,I really admire you,as it means you are strong and resilient...I wish i could hide how I truly am, a little bit more somedays.<br />Plus you must be a really good dancer/performer to still be able to handle all you do.<br />I think you completely don not give yourself enough credit.<br />Love and care<br />Jennifer xxooJenniferhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/04153018463752943234noreply@blogger.com