tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2445354648404556157.post7246939881675393492..comments2023-10-02T11:11:57.034+01:00Comments on Bippidee: StrugglingBippideehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10499124986641789890noreply@blogger.comBlogger8125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2445354648404556157.post-21225627405417635002010-06-23T00:07:33.569+01:002010-06-23T00:07:33.569+01:00Hi Bippidee,
I have been thinking about you a lot ...Hi Bippidee,<br />I have been thinking about you a lot while I took a break from the blogging world and looked at my life. UGH. <br />Back again. I hope the session with L was satisfying. At the very least, I hope that L had some words of wisdom after reading your blog - something that we in the blogging world who have been trying to support you through this crisis have missed.<br />xx krisKristinhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/17383541747197866087noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2445354648404556157.post-72706593518416768022010-06-22T22:46:00.505+01:002010-06-22T22:46:00.505+01:00Hey Bip, I hope seeing L today was some kind of he...Hey Bip, I hope seeing L today was some kind of help. Thinking of you, pls take care hun,xxxAnonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2445354648404556157.post-84971386155590203502010-06-22T22:34:56.218+01:002010-06-22T22:34:56.218+01:00Just want to echo what the others have said. I...Just want to echo what the others have said. I'm sliding back to this kind of headspace so I empathise, but like La-reve don't want anything to happen to <b>you</b>. I'm glad you're showing L this stuff. I know you think the appointment will probably be useless, but I'm glad you have it nevertheless. I hope, whether it's likely or not, that it does go well.<br /><br />Take care as best you can.<br /><br />P xPandorahttp://serialinsomniac.comnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2445354648404556157.post-23115435599973130722010-06-22T20:24:57.018+01:002010-06-22T20:24:57.018+01:00Hi Bippidee. I'm glad to hear your have an ap...Hi Bippidee. I'm glad to hear your have an appointment with L and that you allow her to read what you write here. It's so important that she knows how you feel.<br /><br />And I just want to give you a virtual hug. I really care what happens to you.<br /><br />Wishing you well,<br />NOSAnonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2445354648404556157.post-12894916459347549982010-06-22T15:48:11.543+01:002010-06-22T15:48:11.543+01:00I am so glad that you share with her these thought...I am so glad that you share with her these thoughts and feelings. For me, suicidal thoughts have always been there. My therapist thinks, preverbal and probably infancy with no real cognition. They get loud and quiter, but always there. I've learned that I need a way to express my feelings such as writing. My therapist also recorded on a mini tape recorder some encouraging thoughts...it really helped in the moments when I just needed some grounding and reality especially when the thoughts started to race. My psychiatric also, added an antipsychotic for anxiety and to take the edge off of the thoughts and anxiety. It has been a life saver for me. Hang on...keep working and I promise it will get better.<br /><br />Take care,<br />CCCluelesshttps://www.blogger.com/profile/04133271403456164632noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2445354648404556157.post-40760115987447403542010-06-22T09:28:20.022+01:002010-06-22T09:28:20.022+01:00I think you can explain some of how you feel - you...I think you can explain some of how you feel - you write very clearly. I hope the appt with L does help and that you can express some of this horror xfine fine finehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/06950101992822264631noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2445354648404556157.post-57416397874849786132010-06-22T02:43:37.207+01:002010-06-22T02:43:37.207+01:00Thank you. I have emailed L with what I have been ...Thank you. I have emailed L with what I have been writing about - as I have mentioned on here before, one of the reasons I started this blog was because she asked me to write down how I was feeling/what I was thinking etc between sessions, so she could see what was going on in the times between seeing her etc. Initially I literally wrote it all on paper and then gave it to her, but then decided I might want to read what I had written in the future and so started doing it online instead, and then emailing her Word documents of what I had been writing. Sometimes there are things I write that she sees that don't end up on here, and if I am talking about what has happened in an appointment or something on here then she doesn't see that, but the vast majority of what I write on here she sees. So she will know what has been going on when I see her tomorrow. xBippideehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/10499124986641789890noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2445354648404556157.post-77288409962679856272010-06-22T02:05:29.699+01:002010-06-22T02:05:29.699+01:00Maybe print these posts off to give L- to make sur...Maybe print these posts off to give L- to make sure they read them. I know its hard but you are not to blame for anyone's death. I don't want to invalidate your toughts and I know how logical and real it probably seems to you. I have had similar thoughts. But you can't be to blame. People will die if you continue to live. But they would and will continue to die long after your gone. (which hopefully will be in a long long time to come) Its how the world is. <br />I really hope you get through this and I am rooting for you. To get through and find something worth trying for (hypocritical I know) bu I really want this for you. Take Care.<br />xLa-revehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/02255771946214951488noreply@blogger.com