tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2445354648404556157.post6858579895593940544..comments2023-10-02T11:11:57.034+01:00Comments on Bippidee: Not a great afternoonBippideehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10499124986641789890noreply@blogger.comBlogger3125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2445354648404556157.post-41014873174317528752010-08-02T01:55:38.328+01:002010-08-02T01:55:38.328+01:00Thank you both for the comments. It is definitely ...Thank you both for the comments. It is definitely particularly frustrating that my mum suggested I cancel my appointment because she is seeing one of my siblings. My mum does loads for me, and I know that I am not really a lower priority for her by any means, but when I am feeling crap it feels like that.<br /><br />It is crap that there are so many of us who feel so horrible about our bodies isn't it? I have just been looking at the photos again, and they are so hideous. That is the first time anyone has taken a photo of me since Christmas, and I made sure those ones never saw the light of day... If I could just get my BMI to low healthy (say 18.5 - 19) I could cope with it, but I really can't deal with it in the 20s. I know logically it isn't fat, but I look enormous.Bippideehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/10499124986641789890noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2445354648404556157.post-37560994527453724162010-08-02T01:21:50.900+01:002010-08-02T01:21:50.900+01:00It sounds like your mum doesn't understand how...It sounds like your mum doesn't understand how important your appointments with L are. Ugh, I feel like no matter how hard they try parents are always somewhat clueless. I'm sorry.<br /><br />And the second paragraph could have come straight out of my mouth. I refuse to be in pictures because they always make me cry because I feel like I look fat/ugly in them. And I also wish I could be one of those people who eat what they want and not worry about my weight. Instead I follow a strict meal plan that I'm afraid to stray from and weigh myself daily to make sure my weight hasn't gone up. Just know you are not alone.<br /><br />Wishing you well,<br />NOSAnonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2445354648404556157.post-4987300698655434212010-08-02T01:16:46.610+01:002010-08-02T01:16:46.610+01:00My Mum's the same and it really is frustrating...My Mum's the same and it really is frustrating that they just don't get how much we need that help. I wouldn't be happy either if my mother suggested I didn't go to an appointment because she had to visit a sibling. It's annoying not having your own transport, I don't have my driver's license either. It's good though that at least you have found a way to get there, I think it is important you see L seeing as she's the main person who's treating you right now.<br /><br />Ah, I feel the same about my weight. I remember you saying that your BMI is normal, and so is mine, but it's hard when it feels like normal just isn't good enough.<br /><br />Take care,<br />Cassie xCassiehttp://willfindhope.wordpress.comnoreply@blogger.com