tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2445354648404556157.post5629179799283583877..comments2023-10-02T11:11:57.034+01:00Comments on Bippidee: Weight woes!Bippideehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10499124986641789890noreply@blogger.comBlogger5125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2445354648404556157.post-81179146841787876322010-08-06T22:00:30.567+01:002010-08-06T22:00:30.567+01:00just found you and have been reading your posts. ...just found you and have been reading your posts. Hang tight. SarahNikki (Sarah)https://www.blogger.com/profile/13731200601840020130noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2445354648404556157.post-48034704593744985182010-08-05T23:34:27.522+01:002010-08-05T23:34:27.522+01:00Well my mum usually cooks an evening meal for all ...Well my mum usually cooks an evening meal for all three of us, so I usually eat in the evening at whatever time she cooks that - apart from that I eat (or don't most of the time...) when I want to. I could cook for myself in the evening, but for example if she was doing pasta, it would seem a bit daft if I then cooked my pasta an hour later or earlier. Plus to be honest, I don't have the motivation to cook, so if it was left to me to cook for myself, I probably just wouldn't - I would have a piece of bread or something if I was hungry, but I don't really see the point of cooking meals, because I don't enjoy eating them, and she knows I wouldn't bother cooking for myself, which I suspect is why she cooks for me - so that she knows I am getting one proper meal a day. If she is away or something I just don't bother cooking dinner. It sounds incredibly lazy, but the effort of cooking just isn't worth it when I don't actually want to eat in the first place, and I have so little motivation. And I think from a psychological point of view I would also find it difficult to cook for myself, because that would be taking care of my body, and I don't feel like I deserve that, whereas if my mum has cooked I feel like it would be rude not to eat it, so I eat. So I could eat when I wanted, but it would probably mean that I never really ate any proper meals.Bippideehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/10499124986641789890noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2445354648404556157.post-60351533777307677252010-08-05T22:01:24.559+01:002010-08-05T22:01:24.559+01:00hi could you choose to eat when you want rather th...hi could you choose to eat when you want rather than when your parents cook / eat? I would find this really restrictive.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2445354648404556157.post-9732913749473552572010-08-05T20:58:26.514+01:002010-08-05T20:58:26.514+01:00Unfortunately not - my 'natural' weight wo...Unfortunately not - my 'natural' weight would be higher than this I think from past experience. I just ate more than I should have yesterday if I wanted to lose, and that is my own fault. I know I can't control everything, but most of the time I feel like I am not in control of anything, and my weight is about the only thing that I can, or should be able to, control. My eating is just so dependent on my mood - when I am doing better I am not nearly as obsessive about my weight, obviously it still bothers me, but not to the extent that it does now, when it basically fills the space in my head that suicide would if I wasn't obsessing over my weight. I know it isn't great, and it makes me feel like shit, but since I am a healthy BMI etc, it is less dangerous than the alternative would be basically. xBippideehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/10499124986641789890noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2445354648404556157.post-73669021144212392622010-08-05T20:36:00.037+01:002010-08-05T20:36:00.037+01:00I'm sorry you were disappointed with your weig...I'm sorry you were disappointed with your weight this morning. But maybe where you are is where your body wants to be, you know? I'm with you-- I wish I could control everything about my body, but I'm learning I can't. Be kind to yourself.<br /><br />Wishing you well,<br />NOSAnonymousnoreply@blogger.com