tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2445354648404556157.post2900535464153184083..comments2023-10-02T11:11:57.034+01:00Comments on Bippidee: CommitmentBippideehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10499124986641789890noreply@blogger.comBlogger6125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2445354648404556157.post-14590848104320956812010-11-03T20:26:05.961+00:002010-11-03T20:26:05.961+00:00http://www.prozacville.co.uk/2010/11/i-hate-to-abu...http://www.prozacville.co.uk/2010/11/i-hate-to-abuse-old-cliche-but-its-been.html<br /><br />With love.Stevehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/07277558808855958379noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2445354648404556157.post-12468759324757626652010-11-01T20:54:50.032+00:002010-11-01T20:54:50.032+00:00I'm sorry, Bippidee. But maybe there is somet...I'm sorry, Bippidee. But maybe there is something you can do. Can you call L? When do you see her next? She's there to help you when things get bad like this.<br /><br />And you can always contact me if you need someone to listen. I can relate to a lot of what you're going through.<br /><br />Wishing you well,<br />NOSAnonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2445354648404556157.post-66158260725661596532010-11-01T04:04:20.182+00:002010-11-01T04:04:20.182+00:00Thank you for the comments. Lexie - I was in the p...Thank you for the comments. Lexie - I was in the process of replying to your email when I read your comment, so have replied there. Please don't worry though, really.<br /><br />My Black Fog, I did see and reply to your blog, yes. I am sorry you are feeling so bad. I kind of feel like I have mislead people with this blog update, because I am not feeling intensely suicidal or at risk really - it is just the thoughts are strong, and the thought of not being able to act on them for a couple of months is causing me to freak out and make the thoughts stronger. I am seeing L on Tuesday - maybe that will help a little. I am sorry that you have such a difficult date coming up - that must be incredibly difficult to cope with, particularly when you are finding things so hard already. I really hope you can get some extra support.<br /><br />xxxxBippideehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/10499124986641789890noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2445354648404556157.post-3321148612185611252010-11-01T03:44:28.182+00:002010-11-01T03:44:28.182+00:00I have the same rules about suicide! Unfortuanatel...I have the same rules about suicide! Unfortuanately I do have a date that is 'acceptable" which is Nov 29th because that is the anniversary of the day my twins were born - but later died - so its a sad and horrible day for me anyway. But, as you say, runs so close to Christmas -which i hate too. Did you read my blog entry today? Eerie how we're both thinking the same. <br />I don't think we'll actually do it. For me, its the comfort of knowing I can if I choose. It's the chose that gets me through the days.<br />((( hugs )))My Black Foghttps://www.blogger.com/profile/07290925430252045966noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2445354648404556157.post-15248695580687686132010-11-01T03:37:28.183+00:002010-11-01T03:37:28.183+00:00sweetie--- You know, it was my husband's birth...sweetie--- You know, it was my husband's birthday too and I have an insane recipe for chocolate cake and I almost posted it.<br /><br />Now, this post gave me a hot flash--lol and then I started feeling anxious. The anxiety is pouring out of your every perseverative sentence.<br /><br />Sweetie, please... Call your doctor tomorrow. Please... Suicide is NOT an option. You have NO idea... just no idea. That is not a solution for anything and its permanent. Its not a vacation for a week, and then you're back. Its forever and forever is a very long time. <br /><br />The pain that your loved ones who would be left behind isn't just Christmas and New Years and birthdays...The pain for the survivors is every fucking second of every fucking minute of every fucking day for the rest of our fucking miserable lives and if you don't think that there are people on this earth who will be trashed beyond recognition if you do yourself in, you are wrong. very wrong. You are loved and needed and wanted... more than you can possibly imagine.<br /><br />You have your supports in place, so please use them. Don't give up. Don't even think about it. Change the channel. Change the station. Redirect the inner voice. Train it. You are in control of you. Maybe you need a change of meds or a week in the hospital... just take care of you. Forget about the shows. It doesn't matter. none of that is important.<br /><br />I am here to listen... I care.<br /><br />(((((((hugs)))))))<br /><br />L<br /><br />PS: I hate Christmas and New Year's even more than you do...And as predicted, I am already seeing catalogs and commercials with all sorts of "festive" shit. Its nauseating. I need you to help me through it. I'm a Jewish girl, with a gentile soul, from Indiana...Lexiehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/15213559319252118335noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2445354648404556157.post-56996346017372264562010-11-01T03:33:17.616+00:002010-11-01T03:33:17.616+00:00*thousands of hugs**thousands of hugs*Anonymousnoreply@blogger.com